"You said all that follow You may find
Comfort in pain, blessing in hard times"

-Third Day-


At times, I don't know how I feel about this. Sometimes I don't feel there is truth to this statement.

Yesterday, I was thinking about some aspects of my life. I have areas of frustration and frankly, I feel pissed off about it. Maybe even left alone or hanged out to dry. In this frustration, I kind of avoid God. I don't really want to go to Him because I feel that He left me hanging.

I was thinking about my next move. Where do I go from here? What do I say, what do I do?

I got to thinking about a husband/wife relationship. Even amongst being pissed off and having disagreements, they know they still love each other and they made a committment to work through issues. They have a foundation and they abide by that.

I know God is my foundation and even amongst me being upset with Him, I still know who He is and I can't deny that. I have to decide that I'm going to work through it.