How I feel

Lately I've been really trying to evaluate my feelings/emotions. I actually like doing it. I like to write random stuff so I started just noting how I'm feeling during a day. For instance, there are some days I feel completely confident. Those are days that I'm usually excited about life and very motivated. I like those days so I definately note those days. But there are days that I don't feel so great. Maybe a little anxious or lacking any emotion. Just "blah." It varies.

Anyway, it's been good for me to write this down. I just like to evaluate why it is some days I'm confident and other days I'm anxious and what it does to my personality. I guess that's the analytical side of me that is very prevalent with my personality.

Like today, I'm not overly happy, maybe a little bored but definately not excited about anything in particular. I'm not too talkative but I'm willing to have a conversation with anyone. I wouldn't say that I am or am not confident right now. I'd have to say I'm somewhere in the mid range right now. However, the way I feel now, I think people would think that I'm in a bad mood because there's not really a whole lot of excitement coming from me.

I think this weird to because this kind of stuff definately affects how I interact throughout my day. Days where I'm confident and out-going, I usually do good in court. I talk well, I'm sure of what I'm saying, etc... Usually no kid/family can get me upset at them.

When it's a non-confident day, I'm usually not very talkative during my interactions with kids, I'm a little more direct and probably a little harder on them as their P.O. I don't like those moods.

Anyway, it's been interesting for me to do this. I will probably document a little about how I'm feeling in my blog. It just gives me something to write about.